i don't know what's going on or is some outside force that is purposely tormenting me in the worst way possible! hell, i consider this 2009 to be the worst year i ever have! and for that, i'll be making a bunch of video vlogs pointing out some the events that happen became such a huge fucking downer! i thought 2009 would be the best year for i was wrong, DEAD WRONG!!!
since graduating, i gone back on some of the things that i have put off because of college work and now, everything i have put on the list have gone obsolete! and i'll tell you all about it when the end of the month and year comes on my youtube channel.
and of course, job hunting fucking sucks still because i try to get some seasonal jobs but they all filled up and there's nothing left for me now. but i'm pushing forward of getting some sort of job.
November have left me feeling very jaded and depressed upon a lot of things i discover have now gone and withered away for good! that's all i got to say.